25 Aralık 2015 Cuma

What am i ?

One children came to our restaurant today where i am working. She was around 4 years. Firstly we look at one another. Than we met.

-Hi. I am Müge. And what is yours?
-My name is Melis.

Than sudenly she was a pink dinosaur, My nephew was a cobra, and i was a blue dinosaur. We started to play.

We were laughing, we were hugging each other. I think she liked me as i felt. After 20 minutes have already passed. I don't why, i wondered. (I think that i wanted her not to forget me)

I asked: Tell me! Do you remember what was my name?

After a minute of silence...

She said:

-hmmmmm.. Your name is tree which is outside right now like pine tree. We adorn them at Christmas. You are like them.

That time i melt away with happinies. She didn't remember what was my name but she chose the tree in her memory of the thousands of things for me.

I was happy. It made me happy that the idea of staying in the mind of a child like a tree... I felt my self realy like pine tree..

Than it was time to go. We said goodbye to each other. We kissed each other gently. I was flying...

I didn't write for a long time. I was in the throes for this. Right now i found my time to write on my planet, my hand wrote this story.

It made me happy that becoming a tree in a child's mouth..

I wish one day we can be tree...

p.s: Actually this story was written a few days ago. But than one superman wanted to read this. It was hard for him because it was written in Turkish :) After a while he gave me courage. Because also i wanted to write in english but i was shy and i didn't trust my self to write in foreign language. But right now as you see i wrote! Thanks superman ! and sorry for my wrong..

When i was writing this, i was listening this music. I am sharing with you..




20 Aralık 2015 Pazar

Neyim ben?

Bugün dükkana bir minik geldi. 4 yaşlarında ya var ya yoktu. Bir iki bakıştıktan sonra tanıştık.

-Merhaba ben Müge. Senin adın ne?
-Ben Melis.

Sonra aniden, o pembe dinozor oldu, yeğenim Yalın yeşil bi kobra. Ben de mavi dinozor, derken...

Oyuna devam ettik. Gülüştük, kucaklaştık. Sevdi beni zannımca, öyle hissettim. Sonra aradan bir 20 dk geçti. Niye merak ettiysem. (Sanırım beni hiç unutmasın istedi egom gibi şeyler)

-Hadi söyle bakalım benim adım neydi, hatırlıyor musun? dedim.

1 dk'dan az bir sessizlikten sonra..

-hmmmmm.... senin adın ağaç. dedi. Şu dışardaki çam ağaçları var ya, hani yılbaşında süslüyoruz. Onun gibisin.

Ben sonra eriyerek yok oldum mutluluktan. İsmimi hatırlamadı ama hafızasındaki binlerce şeyden ağacı seçti Müge diye...

Bir çocuğun aklında ağaç olarak kalacakmışım gibi, yeşillenecekmişim gibi sevindim.

Gitme vakti geldi, ayrıldık Melis'le. Öptük nazikçe birbirimizi... Ben uçuyordum.

Uzun süredir yazamamanın sancısı içindeyim. Şimdi bir soluk bulup gelince gezegenime, bu hikayeyi yazdı ellerim.

Bir miniğin dilinde "ağaç" olmak, iyi etti beni...

Ağaç olunacak güzel günlere.
Esen kalın,
M.

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